I miss you, but I won't say it... I want you to say it first. Every now & then those three little words slip out. No. Not I love you. & No. Not I hate you. But, I miss you & for an instant I can't stand myself because I know you never thought about me half as much as I think about you. She could have been afraid to fall in love that night... But she didn't have time.   
& Suddenly I became part of your past. I'm standing in this place we first kissed. There's so much I miss, this I can't resist 'cause I'm all over where we took our first photograph & where I first held your hand & laughed... Awkward moments like that have passed. It's over...<3<3 Tonight is the night for teen lovers to fight & hearts to break. Alcohol will make us say things we don't mean & they jokes will make us take everything the wrong way. Tomorrow, we'll regret everything that happened, but you know next week will be exactly the same story, just a DiFFerEnT PaRTy   
For a minute there, I thought you were worth my time. We just have to accept that people are gonna stay in our hearts, even when they don't stay in our lives. I'm running out of ways to let you know... I just can't go on pretending it's okay. You don't realize how perfect we are. 
I guess my expectations were too high & maybe I'm the one to blame & I guess you weren't as good as I thought. You gave me such false hope. Here's to broken promises & unfinished sentences. I still remember everything you said to me that night. & I can't even count on fingers how many people have given me the "you're better without him" speech. Still, I don't understand how being like this is considered being "better off". Ya know... I haven't slept in weeks, haven't eaten in days, haven't thought of anything besides you. If this is what being "better off" entails... Then, yeah. I've never been better.   
& I'm so afraid to fall again, but you make it so damn easy. You were a risk... A giant risk... You reminded me why I don't take risks. Take chances on WiLd NiGhTs & make the best of what you have. Here's to being young && gorgeous. 
He was her first love... The kind that only happens once Well, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did. I didn't mean to get so close to you & I really didn't mean to fall in love. But what can I say? I guess I did. I'll kill to remember. You'll drink to forget.   
the first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever & no matter how hard you try, the feeling never goes away. It's cold outside so you might want to grab a jacket. You might want to grab my hand, too. Let's destroy each other because we're too cool for love lines & soft kisses over cheap wine. Smoke me, baby, like your last cigarette & whisper to me. Say you'll never forget. Could you break my heart a little more? Shove my body against yours & kiss me like you mean it.   
The truth is, we're still young. We've got times to mess up, things to do that we'll regret, hearts to break & mend, & parties we'll never forget because right now, we're just kids... We gotta fuck this up right. Getting over you made me realize how much I miss you. I told myself I wouldn't miss you, but I remember what it feels like beside you.   
I can't stop thinking about what would have happened if we hadn't given up on each other. Sometimes, apologies don't mean a thing... Like 4 in the morning when you're in bed sleeping. You don't need a phone conversation to wake you up to bring you down. 'Cause when it's over... We both know.<3 I know if I keep my distance, you'll see what you're missing.   
She's moving on & I feel sorry for you 'cause she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. If she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above all the others. She thought you were different... She was wrong. You're just another boy to her now. it is what it is it was what it was 'Cause these are the days worth living. These are the years we're given. & These are the moments. These are the times. Let's make the best out of our lives.   
& Even though I know that in your arms is the last place I should be... For the first time in my life, this actually feels right. I don't wanna get hurt again, but also, don't wanna miss the chance at making something great;;; Making something beautiful. Let it be known to live it up 'cause these are the best days of our lives & we're born to live && love. LiAR... it takes one to know one |